大白熊

長久以來我的夢想，心中兩個人的畫像，

期待著未來，期待住在愛的樓房。

那天你和我的對話，情緒中沒理性可講，

愛情兩個字，漂浮待解決的勉強。

我們若信祂信的徹底，就沒什麼好擔心。

人總在失去後懂珍惜，誰又耐的住失去。

你曾經說過我高興的時候，你會比我更快樂。

你曾經說過我生氣的時候，你會幫我替我出氣。

從今以後當我難過的時候，你會一直抱著我。

還決定養我想養的那隻大白熊。

我心中的你... 你要加油...

因为我不愿失去你...

原谅我的自私，我只想拥有真正的幸福...

属于你我的幸福。

What is this beautiful thing?Oh it's macbook pro!
Do you think it look good on me?

How I wish it's mine?
Anyone looking?
Go go go!!It's mine....

Hahaha.. elvin cannot resist the macbook pro!! Bought it for John cos his laptop spoilt. He has been waiting for it for so long!! =)

Anyway, back to my essay first. EXAMS.

Elvin is away for work this week. he's on night shift, going work at 7pm and coming out at 9:30am next day. So haven't really seen him. i miss him! hahaha.. =) Anyway, God's good cos every night, i'm occupied. =) So time passes faster. (Although I was suppose to catch up with some work this wk with elvin at work. ha.)

Monday
Out with Dory, Esther, Jocelyn and Charissa. Studied at Science Macs.
Then dory, es and i went Sakura and had buffet! =) haha.. we chatted and ate for near 2hrs i think. fun! =)

Tuesday
Went prayer mtg cos had to catch pastor andrew for some discussion. Afterwhich I had dinner with joel, des, jason tan and esther at million! =) Talked nonsense and again, fun! =)

Wednesday
Met up with samantha and dory and it was a powerful night, overwhelmed with God's presence. God's so nice... Let's score this one more goal with God! *wink at dory and samantha*

Thursday
After coaching, hung out with weili! Nice catching up with her! We concluded that RVHS is really a good sch. =) haha.. RVHS has really taught us very well in survival skills for school and studying and character building. Will always remember Mr Tham saying this EVERY MORNING (yes, EVERY morning!), "you are the top 10% in Singapore." then he'll either continue his speech with encouragement OR spur us on with comparison with other SAP or top 5 schs. haha.. i guess good and bad la. hahaha.. =) Miss my sec sch days.. =)

Friday
Will be going worship camp! once elvin is outta his work. Hope he can tahan sia. never sleep whole night and still going camp. =( Ok la, i am very excited about it actually. hahaha.. esther and dory say will save a good spot for me to sleep tmr night. =)

Can't wait to see elvin! =) 11more hours! =)

我爱你耶稣
我爱你耶稣
我全心来赞美你
我全人都敬拜你
献上生命给你
我爱你耶稣
宝贵的主

-黄国伦

From The Inside Out

A thousand times I’ve failed
Still your mercy remains
Should I stumble again
Still I’m caught in your grace

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing you praise

In my heart, in my soul
I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring you praise
From the inside out of my soul
cries out.

This song is sung so often but today I fully understood it..
Let every cry of my heart be one that bring you praise, Lord.
I know when your light shines, darkness will be lighted.
And justice will be restored.
All I need to do is to love you from the inside out. =)

Dear friend,

Until you're the victim.
Until your family is hurt.
Until when you struggle daily to be nice.
Until when you go through the cycle of repenting for judging and the next moment the person does something bad again, and you judge, and you repent again and you feel terrible because you are trapped in this and you feel so tired of trying to get out of it.
Until when you even start doubting if there's justice in this world.

Then,
you will understand..

Got this photo from dory that day! I think it's really well taken!! =) Love it lots! it's my screen saver photo on my HP now. =)

Went Sakae with Elvin on Wed. Wanted to catch a movie but didn't make it in time cos elvin had to OT. Haven't been to sakae for ages!I remember going there so often before knowing about suki and ichiban boshi. My record there was the 18 plates of gyoza esther and i ate at one go! haha.. only both of us loh! that was when she was doing O's i think! hahaha.. =)
However, after eating it again, sadly i have to say, it's worse than before... BUT gyoza is still very good. =) Esther, let's go break our record!!

Went to surprise Joash the night before his bday! =) This boy ah.. think shy la.. he actually ledge the door and we felt so stupid standing outside! Anyhow,
HAPPY 21st BDAY, dude! =)

We bought many many cakes! muffin, moon cake, tarts, brownies, buns, etc.. these are just a few.. =)

We lined the cakes and he has to blow the candles out one by one! =)

Jason Tan was praying a prayer of blessing fro joash and our desmond was obviously not praying! tsk tsk!

Anyway, I have been a really hard working student! My first time being a proper student after being in uni for 3yrs. haha.. studying is like aa part-time job to many of my friends and i! =) However, coaching starting on 16th Oct again so back to full-time working and part-time studying. =)

Question: When the door of a cubicle in a toilet is locked, what does that mean?
Post your answers on my tag board! =)
**the answer to be revealed on my next entry!
p/s: just think using common sense. there's no trick to it. =)