I'm screaming loudly.
No one heard it.
I'm crying bitterly.
No one wiped my tears.
I want to learn to depend on Him.
I want to hear His voice.
I want to feel Him.
Come....
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
Woo.. HAven't blog for more than a wk~! ok... One reason is that i'm lazy and the other is i simply dunno what to write! not that i dun have anything to update but just dunno how to gather my thoughts... Anyway, since i have more than an hour now before my next lesson and having gotten a complain from my beloved nagger, shirley, I shall blog! =)
So much for the crappy intro and i'm stuck AGAIN... duh... and now i only have 20min left.. I think i should just give up.. Wanted to write abt something serious which i have been struggling with and have yet to convince myself but i need time to generate my thoughts.. think i'd just write abt my msia trip yesterday...
ok.. basically, I went back to msia really early yesterday morning like 6am to make my passport cos expire liao... (dun ask me how come no sch.) For the first time, i'm gonna spend time with my dad alone. Was rather worried the night before as i was afraid that we'd have nothing to say to each other but still everything went on fine. =)
It first started with the realisation of the change of routes at the customs which caused us to drive in circles for a while before giving up and driving around to look for alternative routes. hehez.. To make things worse, all the road signs were in Malay and I DUN UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING let alone help my dad to find the place... =(
However, we still made it there lah. Then was there for near 3 hrs which was considered quite fast liao cos normally it'd take a whole day! We just chit chatted a bit while waiting loh.. mum and sis called also.. time passed quite fast actually. =)
Then we went for lunch near the customs cos my dad said that years ago when he used to go there to change money, there's a VERY nice noodle house and he loved it a lot.. so we went food searching and realised that they have shifted.. argh.. so we went to try out this herbal roasted duck. Quite nice though.. we stayed there quite a while to chit chat.
Though my dad nv study a lot last time, i realised that his ideas are all very new and practical. As he told me abt some business strategies and how to study market trends, they are actually stuffs in my econs text bk and things that my lecturers said before, just that his was in his own terms, no technical terms like LDMR or whatever. I was impressed. =) But all these, he learns through yrs of hardwork in his business and his observations. I really believe that if dad has studied more, he'd be even more successful than now! ok.. I think dad is successful now mah...
Alright... then dad had to rush back to KT cos he still had lotsa work to do... So he gave me Rm100 and dropped me at city square for me to shop and i'll go back spore myself lah. Not bad eh... I needed a pair of shoes...
Ok.. with the money in hand, i went to PADINI. It's the biggest shop in city square i think. One stop. I bought a pair of shoes and 2 tops. Dun doubt the quality k? It is good quality one. The shoes i saw them in spore before but i thought it was rather ex and i got them for Rm29.90! which is abt S$14. lalala.. =) Then I walked pass this ethnic accessories shop.. very cool!! and i bought a ring. ALRIGHT PPLE, ALL THESE 4 ITEMS FOR JUST Rm100(S$50)!!! really cheap sia...
hehez.. kk.. time's gonna be up soon have to go for my 3 loooooooong chinese periods. I nv memorise the 3poems that i'm SUPPOSE to... =P
Oh ya, I'd be going JB on Friday again to retrieve my passport but this time dun need to wake up early and i dun have sch that day~~!!! lala.. anyone wanna join me?! I know Charlotte has to ask her mum... dun think she can tho... Singaporean parents very protective... =)
P/S: I WENT SWIMMING YESTERDAY AFTER SO LONG~! 14laps! =)
So much for the crappy intro and i'm stuck AGAIN... duh... and now i only have 20min left.. I think i should just give up.. Wanted to write abt something serious which i have been struggling with and have yet to convince myself but i need time to generate my thoughts.. think i'd just write abt my msia trip yesterday...
ok.. basically, I went back to msia really early yesterday morning like 6am to make my passport cos expire liao... (dun ask me how come no sch.) For the first time, i'm gonna spend time with my dad alone. Was rather worried the night before as i was afraid that we'd have nothing to say to each other but still everything went on fine. =)
It first started with the realisation of the change of routes at the customs which caused us to drive in circles for a while before giving up and driving around to look for alternative routes. hehez.. To make things worse, all the road signs were in Malay and I DUN UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING let alone help my dad to find the place... =(
However, we still made it there lah. Then was there for near 3 hrs which was considered quite fast liao cos normally it'd take a whole day! We just chit chatted a bit while waiting loh.. mum and sis called also.. time passed quite fast actually. =)
Then we went for lunch near the customs cos my dad said that years ago when he used to go there to change money, there's a VERY nice noodle house and he loved it a lot.. so we went food searching and realised that they have shifted.. argh.. so we went to try out this herbal roasted duck. Quite nice though.. we stayed there quite a while to chit chat.
Though my dad nv study a lot last time, i realised that his ideas are all very new and practical. As he told me abt some business strategies and how to study market trends, they are actually stuffs in my econs text bk and things that my lecturers said before, just that his was in his own terms, no technical terms like LDMR or whatever. I was impressed. =) But all these, he learns through yrs of hardwork in his business and his observations. I really believe that if dad has studied more, he'd be even more successful than now! ok.. I think dad is successful now mah...
Alright... then dad had to rush back to KT cos he still had lotsa work to do... So he gave me Rm100 and dropped me at city square for me to shop and i'll go back spore myself lah. Not bad eh... I needed a pair of shoes...
Ok.. with the money in hand, i went to PADINI. It's the biggest shop in city square i think. One stop. I bought a pair of shoes and 2 tops. Dun doubt the quality k? It is good quality one. The shoes i saw them in spore before but i thought it was rather ex and i got them for Rm29.90! which is abt S$14. lalala.. =) Then I walked pass this ethnic accessories shop.. very cool!! and i bought a ring. ALRIGHT PPLE, ALL THESE 4 ITEMS FOR JUST Rm100(S$50)!!! really cheap sia...
hehez.. kk.. time's gonna be up soon have to go for my 3 loooooooong chinese periods. I nv memorise the 3poems that i'm SUPPOSE to... =P
Oh ya, I'd be going JB on Friday again to retrieve my passport but this time dun need to wake up early and i dun have sch that day~~!!! lala.. anyone wanna join me?! I know Charlotte has to ask her mum... dun think she can tho... Singaporean parents very protective... =)
P/S: I WENT SWIMMING YESTERDAY AFTER SO LONG~! 14laps! =)
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
Ok.. below is a song i've been hearing for the whole morning. Like it. =)
Alright.. I'm home AGAIN. Haven't fully recover yet... This is the 2nd day in a row i'm not in sch.. but still can't escape work lah.. cos alvyn just msged and i have to go get cardboard and styrofoam to do some openhouse booth deco for ROMANIS. Hai~ Have to drag myself outta house... a bit weak.. to make things worse, JE popular is under renovation.. hai~!! Help!!
Anyway, finally had a decent meal last evening cos ELVIN AND QIUYI brought food over!! lalala... so nice of them. Actually desmond offered to buy lunch also but i was sleeping when he msged... Thanks though!! ok.. elvin also bought some herbal tea bags.. which i think stinks... okok.. I shall be more appreciative.. =) They stayed for near an hour. just chit chatted and watch Holland V!! haha...
Qiuyi said that she just realised qiuxia and jing jing very identical in character. Elvin and i were like, "you only realise NOW?!" duh....
After they left, Tino called. Chatted for a while then he went gym.
The new 9pm show is SOOOOO NICE!!! WONG LILIN IS SOOOOO CUTE!! Can watch lah. but i dun like Chen han wei's character in the show leh... I also dun really like Edmund Chen... Keep thinking he's too old for that character.. in the end, feel as though he's acting cute.. hai~
ok pple... I went blogskin searching for near an hour and found nothing suitable. There's this totally black one that i like but i think rather depressing. So in the end, no changes. duh.
k... i need rest again.. later got to go out to buy the materials... AGAIN, hopefully will have someone visiting!! =) *hint*
Alright.. I'm home AGAIN. Haven't fully recover yet... This is the 2nd day in a row i'm not in sch.. but still can't escape work lah.. cos alvyn just msged and i have to go get cardboard and styrofoam to do some openhouse booth deco for ROMANIS. Hai~ Have to drag myself outta house... a bit weak.. to make things worse, JE popular is under renovation.. hai~!! Help!!
Anyway, finally had a decent meal last evening cos ELVIN AND QIUYI brought food over!! lalala... so nice of them. Actually desmond offered to buy lunch also but i was sleeping when he msged... Thanks though!! ok.. elvin also bought some herbal tea bags.. which i think stinks... okok.. I shall be more appreciative.. =) They stayed for near an hour. just chit chatted and watch Holland V!! haha...
Qiuyi said that she just realised qiuxia and jing jing very identical in character. Elvin and i were like, "you only realise NOW?!" duh....
After they left, Tino called. Chatted for a while then he went gym.
The new 9pm show is SOOOOO NICE!!! WONG LILIN IS SOOOOO CUTE!! Can watch lah. but i dun like Chen han wei's character in the show leh... I also dun really like Edmund Chen... Keep thinking he's too old for that character.. in the end, feel as though he's acting cute.. hai~
ok pple... I went blogskin searching for near an hour and found nothing suitable. There's this totally black one that i like but i think rather depressing. So in the end, no changes. duh.
k... i need rest again.. later got to go out to buy the materials... AGAIN, hopefully will have someone visiting!! =) *hint*
TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH
Love unfailing, overtaking my heart.
You take me in.
Finding peace again, fear is lost in all You are.
And I would give the world to tell Your story,
'cause I know that You've called me, I know that You've called me.
I've lost myself for good within Your promise
and I won't hide it, I won't hide it.
Jesus I believe in You, and I would go,
to the ends of the earth, to the ends of the earth.
For You alone are the Son of God,
and all the world will see that You are God,
that You are God.
Love unfailing, overtaking my heart.
You take me in.
Finding peace again, fear is lost in all You are.
And I would give the world to tell Your story,
'cause I know that You've called me, I know that You've called me.
I've lost myself for good within Your promise
and I won't hide it, I won't hide it.
Jesus I believe in You, and I would go,
to the ends of the earth, to the ends of the earth.
For You alone are the Son of God,
and all the world will see that You are God,
that You are God.
Just trying out...
Monday, October 20, 2003
everyone's blog is getting nicer and nicer... I'm gonna do something to mine too!! Grr...
Anyway, am at home now not because i play truancy again but because I'm SICK. bleahz... I thought i was going to die last night! haha.. but i survived no matter what...
3pm
-just running nose.
5pm
-MORE running nose
5:30pm
- MORE MORE running nose and feeling SLIGHTly cold.
6pm
- first temperature check, 37.1degrees.
6:30pm
- feeling extremely cold, wrapped myself in sweater and blanket.
- 2nd temperature check, 37.8degrees.
7pm
- practically shivering, but still eating sugar crackers.
- 3rd temperature check, 38.1degrees!!!!!
7:15pm
- cried cos something happened and started having headache.
- 4th temperature check, 38.6degrees!!!
7:30pm
- mum and sis returned home with dinner. They bought fruit soup for me. (yucks!) And also some Chinese medication. Ok.. I'm allergic to panadol, aspirin, paracetamol(sp?),...
-5th temperature check, still 38.6degrees.
7:30pm to 9pm
-laid on the sofa, wrapped up in blanket and sweater.
-6th temperature check 38.3degrees.
-mum said once hit 39degrees, go hospital. then she went back msia...
-keep changing ice packs.
9pm
-cannot finish PW work... Can't read cos the words seems to be dancing and nothing goes into my mind. decided to call mr lee to see if can postpone the deadline for PW file... BUT he said cannot...
-I pulled myself outta the sofa and started pia-ing my PW with a fever. Handwriting was stinking ugly cos my hands were trembling... Had to annotate 5sets of articles of average 7 pages each... And write the analysis for all 5. darn...
-Siting called and we contacted Charlotte to see if she can pick it up for my grp this morning and pass to siting and thank God, she agreed... =)
-pia-ing continues until 11pm...
-no temperature check. no time.
-ice packs still
11pm
- finished the last piece.
- more headache.
- eyes are swollen due to either fever or medication.
- still ice packs.
- 7th temperature check, 38.1degrees.
11:30pm- finished packing the folder and informed siting of the contents.
- Sis warned me not to spread to her cos she's pia-ing her experiment and thesis.
- John set a radius of 3metres. He's gonna have his O's mah.
- I'm quarantined in my mum's room. -sob-
- 8th temperature check, 38.2degrees.
12am.
- sms sms sms. =)
- lying on my mum's king size bed, wrapped up once again. feeling sleepy finally... but still feeling rather uncomforable...
- fully equiped with tissue paper, dustbin, water bottle, bible and thermometer.
- drank a cup of herbal tea (ling yang)
- 9th temperature check, 38.0degrees.
12:30am
- knocked off. =)
12:30-8am
- woke up NUMEROUS times...
- this was the period of time when i really thought i'm gonna die. haha.. cos everyone is sleeping and i'm alone in my mum's room and I was so uncomfortable... fever, flu, feeling cold and warm at the same time... BUT God is faithful.. He kept me in His hands... =)
8am
- 10th temperature check, 37.4degrees... (thank God... ^-^)
- sis preparing to head back to sch.. Suddenly realised i'm gonna be alone at home, without food! haha...
8:30am
- sis went down to buy cambell soup and peel fresh apple juice. That would be my lunch.
- was thinking of asking somebody to send food over leh... But everyone is in sch. hai~
- 11th temperature check, 37.2degrees. (I'm getting better!)
- BUT headache is getting worse... argh. (sis say had high fever last night and so it's normal to have headache.)
9am
- online!!! Nothing to do and have no strength to do anything anyway.
- found a box of choc fruit cake in the fridge. Ate a small slice with apple juice. it's not very nice...
- my newest best friend, derek is entertaining me via sms now. BUT he's only irritating me!! telling me he's walking around to kill time and blah. MEANIE!!!
- 12th temperature check, 37.1degrees...
10am.
- got to rest for a while.. getting tired.. really feel weak sia!!
- HOPING THAT SOMEONE WILL READ THIS ENTRY SOON AND CONTACT ME!! TO ASK ME IF I NEED LUNCH!!! AMEN! =)
Anyway, am at home now not because i play truancy again but because I'm SICK. bleahz... I thought i was going to die last night! haha.. but i survived no matter what...
3pm
-just running nose.
5pm
-MORE running nose
5:30pm
- MORE MORE running nose and feeling SLIGHTly cold.
6pm
- first temperature check, 37.1degrees.
6:30pm
- feeling extremely cold, wrapped myself in sweater and blanket.
- 2nd temperature check, 37.8degrees.
7pm
- practically shivering, but still eating sugar crackers.
- 3rd temperature check, 38.1degrees!!!!!
7:15pm
- cried cos something happened and started having headache.
- 4th temperature check, 38.6degrees!!!
7:30pm
- mum and sis returned home with dinner. They bought fruit soup for me. (yucks!) And also some Chinese medication. Ok.. I'm allergic to panadol, aspirin, paracetamol(sp?),...
-5th temperature check, still 38.6degrees.
7:30pm to 9pm
-laid on the sofa, wrapped up in blanket and sweater.
-6th temperature check 38.3degrees.
-mum said once hit 39degrees, go hospital. then she went back msia...
-keep changing ice packs.
9pm
-cannot finish PW work... Can't read cos the words seems to be dancing and nothing goes into my mind. decided to call mr lee to see if can postpone the deadline for PW file... BUT he said cannot...
-I pulled myself outta the sofa and started pia-ing my PW with a fever. Handwriting was stinking ugly cos my hands were trembling... Had to annotate 5sets of articles of average 7 pages each... And write the analysis for all 5. darn...
-Siting called and we contacted Charlotte to see if she can pick it up for my grp this morning and pass to siting and thank God, she agreed... =)
-pia-ing continues until 11pm...
-no temperature check. no time.
-ice packs still
11pm
- finished the last piece.
- more headache.
- eyes are swollen due to either fever or medication.
- still ice packs.
- 7th temperature check, 38.1degrees.
11:30pm- finished packing the folder and informed siting of the contents.
- Sis warned me not to spread to her cos she's pia-ing her experiment and thesis.
- John set a radius of 3metres. He's gonna have his O's mah.
- I'm quarantined in my mum's room. -sob-
- 8th temperature check, 38.2degrees.
12am.
- sms sms sms. =)
- lying on my mum's king size bed, wrapped up once again. feeling sleepy finally... but still feeling rather uncomforable...
- fully equiped with tissue paper, dustbin, water bottle, bible and thermometer.
- drank a cup of herbal tea (ling yang)
- 9th temperature check, 38.0degrees.
12:30am
- knocked off. =)
12:30-8am
- woke up NUMEROUS times...
- this was the period of time when i really thought i'm gonna die. haha.. cos everyone is sleeping and i'm alone in my mum's room and I was so uncomfortable... fever, flu, feeling cold and warm at the same time... BUT God is faithful.. He kept me in His hands... =)
8am
- 10th temperature check, 37.4degrees... (thank God... ^-^)
- sis preparing to head back to sch.. Suddenly realised i'm gonna be alone at home, without food! haha...
8:30am
- sis went down to buy cambell soup and peel fresh apple juice. That would be my lunch.
- was thinking of asking somebody to send food over leh... But everyone is in sch. hai~
- 11th temperature check, 37.2degrees. (I'm getting better!)
- BUT headache is getting worse... argh. (sis say had high fever last night and so it's normal to have headache.)
9am
- online!!! Nothing to do and have no strength to do anything anyway.
- found a box of choc fruit cake in the fridge. Ate a small slice with apple juice. it's not very nice...
- my newest best friend, derek is entertaining me via sms now. BUT he's only irritating me!! telling me he's walking around to kill time and blah. MEANIE!!!
- 12th temperature check, 37.1degrees...
10am.
- got to rest for a while.. getting tired.. really feel weak sia!!
- HOPING THAT SOMEONE WILL READ THIS ENTRY SOON AND CONTACT ME!! TO ASK ME IF I NEED LUNCH!!! AMEN! =)
Saturday, October 18, 2003
My nose is running!! man.. i hate being sick... I WANT TO RECOVER!!! hehez.. pple pls pray for me ya!? =)
Anyway, enjoyed myself thoroughly today with my bro! We went ACJC for their openhouse and stayed there for near 2hours!! haha... just walked around, talked to my classmates, take photo, watched some performances,... Not bad lah.. this yr's more fun and interesting than last yr's. Too bad my bro not planning to go ACJC lah.. =( Now all my ex-classmates know who's my bro liao! Tim Chek say my bro look like my boyfriend. haha.. my bro even requested to see Alex Kwan!! haha.. BUT I really saw MANY friends! SO happy!! lalala... =)
kk.. My current state of health is bad... really gotta rest.. still have to rush PW. I HATE PW!! It is totally nonsensical!!!! Grr...
Anyway, enjoyed myself thoroughly today with my bro! We went ACJC for their openhouse and stayed there for near 2hours!! haha... just walked around, talked to my classmates, take photo, watched some performances,... Not bad lah.. this yr's more fun and interesting than last yr's. Too bad my bro not planning to go ACJC lah.. =( Now all my ex-classmates know who's my bro liao! Tim Chek say my bro look like my boyfriend. haha.. my bro even requested to see Alex Kwan!! haha.. BUT I really saw MANY friends! SO happy!! lalala... =)
kk.. My current state of health is bad... really gotta rest.. still have to rush PW. I HATE PW!! It is totally nonsensical!!!! Grr...
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