是时间到了吗？

我们不甘心，因为那是我们应该在的地方。

但是应该和属于是不一样的。

害怕了。

厌恶了。

不快乐了。

需要时间修养、养伤。

可能是时候学习爱自己多一点。

所以时间到了吗？

大叹一口气。

再吸一口其他地方的氧气。

有精神了。

轻松了。

时间到了吗？

好像是。

真的是。

I realised I'm so lazy to blog because my xiao gu aka bestie aka esther foong (the real one for 20yrs) blog everything in such great details! AND she's so willing to wait for the pics to load! i'm totally impatient when it comes to photo blogs.. anyway, if u wanna know about:
1. Kuishin-bo makan outing
2. Jessie's 21st bday party
3. KT trip
4. KL trip
please visit her blog at http://innocuous-reliance.blogspot.com

YEAH! i only need to blog about my teaching experience now! haha.. Was having my 3rd attachment at P.i.o.n.e.e.r Primary for 5 wks~ really thank God for favour, wisdom and protection.

Primary 5 girls
Primary 5 boys
Primary 2

Ok.. like now, i've totally lost patience.. gonna go lib to borrow some bks.. maybe i'll come back and blog later. hahaha..oh ya! check out my new designs at http://myloveforshoes.blogspot.com !!

Dun really have time to update yet but just some photos to keep u guys engaged first.
wait k? hee... =)

me
elvin

Hi all!
From Esther Tan to now Esther Foong Tan!
I'm m.a.r.r.i.e.d! =)


So on http://myloveforshoes.blogspot.com

I'm having a
CELEBRATION PROMOTION!
Buy any TWO pairs at only
$35
AND receive a stalk of decorative flower for FREE!

p/s: two new designs coming up...
If you like green or if u like brown and pink,
you're gonna like my new design. =)

There's some prob and my text was hyper linked!
Oh ya! I love my family! I'm so thankful for all the help and support they offer.. My mum is the most efficient and resourceful person i know of and my sister is just totally supportive and she really protects me from nonsense! =) Dad and kor is equally wonderful. They have been replanting the garden and repainting the house! haha.. Kor is the power one. He has been transporting the door gifts to malaysia for me! =) My dad is the CONTON guy. haha.. He samples every food and wedding roast pig just to make sure the taste and size is good. =)
Most importantly, my new family, ELVIN! He is really encouraging and plus all the good points mentioned above and i'm so glad it's him i'm marrying! hee.. this is a post full of exclamations. haha.. okok.. i shall stop here and let the photos speak. =)
anyway, last night internet got prob so in the end the photos weren't all loaded. Anyway, here goes!

At ikea tampines buying our wedding cake containers and msia side door gifts and some household stuff
This picture still can't show the amount of things we bought and stacked inside ah tan's van.
I HAVE TO MENTION THAT AH TAN IS THE BEST! He is always there for us, availing and initiating help and we're so thankful he's our friend and we surely surely love him so much for loving and blessing us in so many ways. =)

Took this picture at edge. i've only tried taking 6 pple max in one shot but elvin can do a 9 pple one! haha.. =)
This is a new member to our family! His name is champion. He's a really cute and clumsy dog. In training to take over yi zai who is getting old.. we're putting a blue ribbon on him on my wedding day! =)

Elvin's favourite shot. =)

Daddy and I! At granduncle's 80th birthday dinner. =)
Granduncle and grandauntie. haha.. still need to train them to take pictures. haha. like how we force grandma to always take with us. =)
my favourite bee hoon! mum only cooks this once a year
My dad with the twins. They love my dad but my naughty father keep teasing them. like letting them try shandy and green chilli. haha.. =)

My very satisfied bother after one whole mountain of bee hoon. haha..The couple with lover's tee! haha.. She got elvin and I lovers' pillow case! =) Kris is another really helpful lady. So glad that she'll be joining our family soon! DA SAO! =)

Our sumptuous lunch! it's the BEST fried pork ribs and BIG prawns you can ever find. Cooked by my POWER mum! =)
My wedding cakes containers! cute right! haha.. =)

First net meeting in my new house. =)

Arab street to buy deco stuff for wedding

Jason Pam Joash
Dearie and I =)
My very handsome brother getting his attire for my wedding. hee. =)
Going crazy in Crocodile. haha.. but i've to say Vivo Crocodile has the best service! =)
Kor and sis! =)
The 3 ladies accompanying the man. haha.. =)

As you can see, our family believes in home facials. haha.. =) Our smile is so awkward because the mask is drying up and it's SOSOSOSOSOSO tight! haha.. my kor's is the tightest. hence he can't even smile! haha.. =)
TONKICHI! the BEST Japanese fried food restaurant! =) It's in TAKA level 4. You gotta try it! =)

Ok.. I gotta go to my new place cos the carpenter will be there soon! will update soon! okok.. last picture. =)


I'm getting married! =)

WEDDING CRAZE. Goodness.. preparation for a wedding is crazier than I thought it would be. Maybe cos we're also doing house renovation and sch and work is just so stressful and busy as well. Can't wait for my sis to come back. TAKE OVER! hahaha.. Anyway, despite preparation taking up lots of my time, I realised I hung out with people more than usual! haha.. U guys can observe that by visiting esther's blog! hahaha.. Dunno how that happened but I believe God must have maximised my time! =) indulgence

daily scoopzChristchurch carnivalnoble house chinese buffetScience centreImpressario

So far, renovation for our new flat has started. Elvin and I are so excited! We've bought most of our furniture and now gotta source for toilet stuff like taps etc and lightings! =) Going out with jude and jiajing on friday to find all the stuff.. Can't wait to see our house fully done up. It's really nice so far! hahaha.. the designs at least. =)

Us at our house for the first time in Feb.

As for the invitation card, many thanks to RINSO for helping! I'd love to just let u guys see here but cannot la.. if not, no surprise. So only can have the preview of the back! hahah..

back of invite

Have been sourcing for a good wedding day photographer AND it's SUPER expensive! goodness.. cheaper ones are like near 2k for a 10-12hour block. I saw this really nice one that I like and it's $5000 for a basic package. (http://www.expressivelyjoho.com/) So in the end, we decided that we will just go for sharon's photographer. (http://www.oneeyeclick.com/) Will be mtg them tmr to discuss details. Actually, our first choice was secretheavens.. too bad they are not available on that day..

(taken from http://www.expressivelyjoho.com/)

Went for my cousin's wedding two wks ago. Food was good! Our side of the family is finally catching up! haha.. my granduncle side already got many great grandchildren and our side only have 2! haha.. and both only 1yr old. haha.. Managed to also confirm the items for the traditional ceremony. haha.. so funny la. Got si dian jin, roast pig, wine, cakes, ang bao and even a pair of trousers for kor! cos I am getting married before him. haha.. =)

elvin and i

dad and mum

john's baby
(they used this car cos it was my grandfather's car plate)

the couple

kor and kris

my super cute nephew

k la.. it's getting late. Still got a lot of things to do sia! at least I finished my tutorial. haha.. =)

Ok, to my friends, pls save the date! 31st may! =)