Viral infection. Lost my voice. sleeping all day. Got 2days MC. Weak joints and muscle aches.
BUT
I'm surviving! =)
Friday, March 19, 2004
Rain down on me,
Rain down on me,
Here in your presence I am free.
Pour down like rain,
Come and touch me again,
Lord let your presence fall on me.
hee.. kk, dun freak out! This song was done so many times during the concert that pple just "argh!!!" at it. But I have to admit that it is a nice song. =) hehez.. I'm blasting "Everything's Change" in the room now! very jumpy song. okok.. back to the concert. erm.. conference i mean. I attended all the night sessions. It was VERY good. Everyone was just so set free in worship. It really encouraged and touched me a lot when i saw the youth, more than 2000 of us worship God together in one voice and one spirit. I was just "woah.. God, you're awesome!". Esp when the music quiet down and it was just the voices. You can just sense God coming down amongst us and touching every single one.. I was so so so touched.. I cried out to God saying, this is the group of pple whom you can use. Choose us, choose me! =)
Another thing that happened this wk was I led worship at encounter! hehez.. I was only told the night before at 11pm after the conference. Maybe they really couldn't find anyone else already. All the tiertiary students had sch, jason needs to work and Janice can't play and lead at the same time. But I'm glad to be able serve God in this way. It was really fun actually. I led for 3 sessions i think. then the ministry time. Did "So You Would Come" for nearly all the ministry time. haha.. i think the pple at encounter must be quite tired of the song. =P Heard from elvin that he led that song for ministry time also after i left. hehez...
ok, I ga-brad once. When I was suppose to sing "Let the heavens rejoice (pause) let the earth be glad (pause) Let the pple of God sing....", after the music started, I actually sang "Let the heavens rejoice and the earth be glad." then I saw Chris laughing (he knows my song list) then i turned to look at Janice and she gave me a VERY blur look. Luckily it was the 3rd session already and i just stopped singing and said "opps, wrong song. let's do it again and praise God!" everyone was laughing and i was glad they eased up a lil already.. Since morning, they were quite dead loh..
Anyway, so that was my whole "encounter" of leading worship at erm.. encounter. hehez.. Jeremy praised me!! lalala.. kk.. i should stop ga-ga-ing. =P
Yesterday was so fun! Met esther foong in the morning to study. Really wanna puke blood man.. esp when trying to give her Chinese spelling. *shake head* Then we went to eat Sakae buffet with des and elvin after which we proceeded to esther's place to watch United Live DVD. Jason joined us too. Then after a while, joy also came over. I think we went crazy in elvin's room. Dunno what we did exactly other than lazing around and my dear esther playing my hair; computer blasting music; joy, elvin and jason playing the guitar; eating fruits on the bed; jason playing Bejeweled and keep losing because of me; watching the ET presentation; watching "wo ai wo jia". really SLACK.
TODAY, going joy's place with esther to study. They'll be doing their hmwk la. I'll be studying.. Block Test!!!! today is already friday.. i'm so so so dead. God, help me! =)
kk.. gtg liao. =)
Rain down on me,
Here in your presence I am free.
Pour down like rain,
Come and touch me again,
Lord let your presence fall on me.
hee.. kk, dun freak out! This song was done so many times during the concert that pple just "argh!!!" at it. But I have to admit that it is a nice song. =) hehez.. I'm blasting "Everything's Change" in the room now! very jumpy song. okok.. back to the concert. erm.. conference i mean. I attended all the night sessions. It was VERY good. Everyone was just so set free in worship. It really encouraged and touched me a lot when i saw the youth, more than 2000 of us worship God together in one voice and one spirit. I was just "woah.. God, you're awesome!". Esp when the music quiet down and it was just the voices. You can just sense God coming down amongst us and touching every single one.. I was so so so touched.. I cried out to God saying, this is the group of pple whom you can use. Choose us, choose me! =)
Another thing that happened this wk was I led worship at encounter! hehez.. I was only told the night before at 11pm after the conference. Maybe they really couldn't find anyone else already. All the tiertiary students had sch, jason needs to work and Janice can't play and lead at the same time. But I'm glad to be able serve God in this way. It was really fun actually. I led for 3 sessions i think. then the ministry time. Did "So You Would Come" for nearly all the ministry time. haha.. i think the pple at encounter must be quite tired of the song. =P Heard from elvin that he led that song for ministry time also after i left. hehez...
ok, I ga-brad once. When I was suppose to sing "Let the heavens rejoice (pause) let the earth be glad (pause) Let the pple of God sing....", after the music started, I actually sang "Let the heavens rejoice and the earth be glad." then I saw Chris laughing (he knows my song list) then i turned to look at Janice and she gave me a VERY blur look. Luckily it was the 3rd session already and i just stopped singing and said "opps, wrong song. let's do it again and praise God!" everyone was laughing and i was glad they eased up a lil already.. Since morning, they were quite dead loh..
Anyway, so that was my whole "encounter" of leading worship at erm.. encounter. hehez.. Jeremy praised me!! lalala.. kk.. i should stop ga-ga-ing. =P
Yesterday was so fun! Met esther foong in the morning to study. Really wanna puke blood man.. esp when trying to give her Chinese spelling. *shake head* Then we went to eat Sakae buffet with des and elvin after which we proceeded to esther's place to watch United Live DVD. Jason joined us too. Then after a while, joy also came over. I think we went crazy in elvin's room. Dunno what we did exactly other than lazing around and my dear esther playing my hair; computer blasting music; joy, elvin and jason playing the guitar; eating fruits on the bed; jason playing Bejeweled and keep losing because of me; watching the ET presentation; watching "wo ai wo jia". really SLACK.
TODAY, going joy's place with esther to study. They'll be doing their hmwk la. I'll be studying.. Block Test!!!! today is already friday.. i'm so so so dead. God, help me! =)
kk.. gtg liao. =)
Monday, March 15, 2004
ok, i TRIED to study at home today. Apparently, only finished 2 out of 7 stacks of lecture notes on human geog. Too slack liao.. study a while, go play piano; study a while, go watch tv; study a while, go eat or drink or washroom. Now, online. bah. =P
Anyway, going for the planet Shakers concert later and i'm so so so excited!!!!!! lalala.. my bro and pple went in the morning liao. They are attending the day conference also. So good. =( I'm stuck with my books in the day loh... but no choice la, graduating this year and i have to do well for my A's!! Finally.
Will be helping out at youth encounter tmr in the morning.. argh.. so early.. i have to leave my house at 7:50am.. FOR GOD! I'LL DO IT! hee.. When Jason called, I said "bye bye" before he could say anything and he was like, "eh!! Esther! help me la!" Btw, recently, des and i have been saying tt Jason is so cute! esp his tummy!! ahaha.. ok, maybe his jokes also. as long as it doesn't suan me of cos. =p
oh oh oh!! Nearly forgot to write abt yesterday afternoon! haha.. we were jamming in the sanctuary! Joy on acoustic guitar, my bro on bass, nigel on drums and me on piano. so interesting! haha.. the best was when we did Beautiful One i think then You are my world also not bad. Joy also tried to play Lift up your eyes on drums. hehez.. she was complaining that i keep changing all the A key songs to G key and the E key ones to D!! haha.. easier to play on the piano ma... =) But it was really fun la! Then the corporate drummer went up and took over cos he say we seemed to be enjoying ourselves LOTS and he also wanna join in! haha.. see, music break down barriers of all sorts! hmm.. then eric's proposal on having a Music Night as Big Bang sounds good now. =)
kk.. this is just a crappy entry la.. wait till we update abt the concert!!! tata! need to bathe and get ready liao. lalala...
PLANET SHAKERS!!!
Anyway, going for the planet Shakers concert later and i'm so so so excited!!!!!! lalala.. my bro and pple went in the morning liao. They are attending the day conference also. So good. =( I'm stuck with my books in the day loh... but no choice la, graduating this year and i have to do well for my A's!! Finally.
Will be helping out at youth encounter tmr in the morning.. argh.. so early.. i have to leave my house at 7:50am.. FOR GOD! I'LL DO IT! hee.. When Jason called, I said "bye bye" before he could say anything and he was like, "eh!! Esther! help me la!" Btw, recently, des and i have been saying tt Jason is so cute! esp his tummy!! ahaha.. ok, maybe his jokes also. as long as it doesn't suan me of cos. =p
oh oh oh!! Nearly forgot to write abt yesterday afternoon! haha.. we were jamming in the sanctuary! Joy on acoustic guitar, my bro on bass, nigel on drums and me on piano. so interesting! haha.. the best was when we did Beautiful One i think then You are my world also not bad. Joy also tried to play Lift up your eyes on drums. hehez.. she was complaining that i keep changing all the A key songs to G key and the E key ones to D!! haha.. easier to play on the piano ma... =) But it was really fun la! Then the corporate drummer went up and took over cos he say we seemed to be enjoying ourselves LOTS and he also wanna join in! haha.. see, music break down barriers of all sorts! hmm.. then eric's proposal on having a Music Night as Big Bang sounds good now. =)
kk.. this is just a crappy entry la.. wait till we update abt the concert!!! tata! need to bathe and get ready liao. lalala...
PLANET SHAKERS!!!
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
ok, in the sch library again. 3 stinking long free periods before the last period of the day which is my "favourite" GP. total waste of time cos today is reading period.. i can jolly well read at home too what.. Whatever la...
these two weeks haven't been a bed of roses for me and i'm still very much affected by the way things are now. Just wanna thank Colleen for praying or even lending a listening ear when i really needed it most! haha.. Just a simple Qn, "How are you recently?" and it just allowed me to share... Maybe I have always been the one asking other pple this Qn tt i totally forget how it actually sound to me instead. Nonetheless, it was very comforting. Cos seldom have pple ask so most of the time is coped up in me. hehez.. so yesterday wasn;t that bad a day after all esp after the nonsense in sch. hai~
Those JC1s in my regions are SLACKERS sia! All having SELF-DECLARED holidays! Namely, JOEL LEONG, DESMOND NG, JOHN TAN AND COLLEEN CHUA! irritating! Your er-jie here still have tutorials and an upcoming block tests loh!! Grr...
Anyway, the song on des's blog is nice. Really quite weepy but I didn't cry la.. just very stirred up. =) Lyrics are impactful i'd say.
Was reading this article on WAR in TIMES mag. It says war is inevitable because human beings yearn for blood and glory. I was like "ok... Blood and Glory". Actually, i feel war doesn't just occur between countries for power or spatial or territorial expansion. When war arises amongst normal people in daily life, it's just for "Destruction and self-satisfaction." Sadly. =S
Anyway, that was totally out of point. I'm just typing whatever that comes to my mind.
Planning to make free my thursday i.e tomorrow for something like a "personal retreat". Need to let my mind take a break for all the nonsensical things that i really don't have strength to handle anymore. The upcoming block tests are actually stressing me up. Hope to at least get a "B" for geog.. ah!! Mdm Habibah say I'm improving! lalala.. I passed my essay test (14/25). It's quite good they say cos quite a number got single digits.. Hardwork will pay off definitely! =)
kk.. 10 more minutes..
Joel is coming over to my house later with my tuition kids to teach them Science. haha... if u all have read joash's blog, u'd know abt joel's "joke" to QX. Hopefully he had clear it up with her of which i suspect he hasn't cos when QX left last night, Joel still didn't manage to tell her the truth~! naughty boy!!!
Alright... I shall end here and borrow some books to read for the wkend or mar hols!
tata!
these two weeks haven't been a bed of roses for me and i'm still very much affected by the way things are now. Just wanna thank Colleen for praying or even lending a listening ear when i really needed it most! haha.. Just a simple Qn, "How are you recently?" and it just allowed me to share... Maybe I have always been the one asking other pple this Qn tt i totally forget how it actually sound to me instead. Nonetheless, it was very comforting. Cos seldom have pple ask so most of the time is coped up in me. hehez.. so yesterday wasn;t that bad a day after all esp after the nonsense in sch. hai~
Those JC1s in my regions are SLACKERS sia! All having SELF-DECLARED holidays! Namely, JOEL LEONG, DESMOND NG, JOHN TAN AND COLLEEN CHUA! irritating! Your er-jie here still have tutorials and an upcoming block tests loh!! Grr...
Anyway, the song on des's blog is nice. Really quite weepy but I didn't cry la.. just very stirred up. =) Lyrics are impactful i'd say.
Was reading this article on WAR in TIMES mag. It says war is inevitable because human beings yearn for blood and glory. I was like "ok... Blood and Glory". Actually, i feel war doesn't just occur between countries for power or spatial or territorial expansion. When war arises amongst normal people in daily life, it's just for "Destruction and self-satisfaction." Sadly. =S
Anyway, that was totally out of point. I'm just typing whatever that comes to my mind.
Planning to make free my thursday i.e tomorrow for something like a "personal retreat". Need to let my mind take a break for all the nonsensical things that i really don't have strength to handle anymore. The upcoming block tests are actually stressing me up. Hope to at least get a "B" for geog.. ah!! Mdm Habibah say I'm improving! lalala.. I passed my essay test (14/25). It's quite good they say cos quite a number got single digits.. Hardwork will pay off definitely! =)
kk.. 10 more minutes..
Joel is coming over to my house later with my tuition kids to teach them Science. haha... if u all have read joash's blog, u'd know abt joel's "joke" to QX. Hopefully he had clear it up with her of which i suspect he hasn't cos when QX left last night, Joel still didn't manage to tell her the truth~! naughty boy!!!
Alright... I shall end here and borrow some books to read for the wkend or mar hols!
tata!
Monday, March 08, 2004
窗外下着惊天动魄的大雨。 豆大的雨点放肆而不协调地打在玻璃窗上。谱出的乐曲只能叫人悲伤、哭泣。
today's weather is so cold. I like rainy days. Love the lazing feeling. Just dun feel like moving type. hehez.. BUT, despite the heavy rain, i went to give tuition.. 3 whole hours of math. I nearly died. My throat still feel very sore.. BUT(again), benefitted in monetary terms! haha...
Anyway, Mr lee told us that we can drop AOmath since university admission only requires one AO sub. Couldn't use HCL last time hence we chose to take AOmath despite learning it before in secondary sch. Actually, doesn't hurt much for me and becca cos we nv gone for any lecture this 1plus year. =P
雨天使人悲伤。 Samsiah 跟她的男朋友分手了。她一直问我和becca，“all guys are jerks ya?” 看得出她很伤心。毕竟他们在一起近三年了。我问becca, “暗恋和相恋哪一个比较痛苦？你会选哪个？” becca 选暗恋。 我也选暗恋。因为虽然痛苦，但它不会伤害任何人，它也是最安全的。 从一旁默默关心着你爱的人，我觉得还是幸福的。但是绝对不能贪婪，或渴望更多，因为你将不止让自己痛苦，他也将反感，甚至厌恶你。
雨天也会让人胡思乱想。以上就是最好的证明。 =)
Friday, March 05, 2004
two whole weeks of not blogging and i'm back again! lalala.. Basically, I'm having my free periods now cos my lit teacher has to analyse the Chinese results and she can't come. Ling Zhen say our Chinese class is very slack of which i agree TOTALLY. We always end early and most of the time it's just the teacher talking to us. How long have i not written a proper essay already? ok.. other than those short ones with titles like "ren sheng wu tai" or "zhe li you wo de qin su". hehez..
Anyway, DESMOND'S BLOG IS SO NICE! hehez.. a bit contributed by me cos the picture is taken by me in East Timor! The reason why my blog is in it's disgusting purple is because the pic tt i uploaded cannot be seen. It is also another ET pic. Des is gonna help me with it so hopefully it can work. =)
Watched BIG FISH on Wed with esther, des, joel, jessica, eric, colleen, jason, QX and brian. I'm quite glad tt youths in our region are bonding better nowadays. That day we went pool. 12 of us~! Actually, it's not that hard to include everyone in activities.. When i msged Yvonne to ask if she wanna watch movie with us, she was so shocked! never did she expect tt we'd actually ask her cos there're this "I dun belong to your group ma." thing that caused this automatic "disintegration" amongst the youths. BUT hehez.. we are determined to break it! lalala..
Having GP essay test later and I didn't even look thru the Qns. With my kind of grades for GP, I should really start seeing the urgency and danger of dying during block test for instance. BUT the point here is SHOULD, not MUST! haha.. okok.. dun faint.
Anyway, my class had 10 absentees yesterday and it's VERY bad. Heard that my CT was furious. Scolded me also but thank God i wasn't around... hai~ I thought i improved liao. I only absent for 1 day this wk loh~! Angeline wasn't here for 3 days last wk! nvm la.. I'll TRY to be here all 5 days next week...
kk.. i wanna try putting the background in liao.
Going to pick sis lily from the airport later! So gonna surprise her sia! =)
Then combine net with Jason's and sulinn's. Gonna be darn fun!
Alright.. tell next time then. =)
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