也许
──葬歌
也许你真是哭得太累
也许，也许你要睡一睡，
那么叫夜鹰不要咳嗽。
蛙不要号，蝙蝠不要飞，

不许阳光拨你的眼帘，
不许清风刷上你的眉，
无论谁都不能惊醒你，
撑一伞松荫庇护你睡，

也许你听这蚯蚓翻泥，
听这小草的根须吸水，
也许你听这般的音乐
比那咒骂的人声更美；

那么你先把眼皮闭紧，
我就让你睡，我让你睡，
我把黄土轻轻盖著你
我叫纸钱儿缓缓的飞。


this poem is written by poet, 闻一多. He wrote this after his 4yr old daughter died of sickness.
This is one of few poems that really touched me. Since my major is Chinese lit, I have to read lotsa poems and majority of them are just trying so hard to impress pple with their language and forcing pple to be touched. However, this simple poem just come across so mild and gentle but with such strong emotional impact. I dunno those eng lit's term and i think typing my analysis in Chinese is not gonna help u guys understand. haha.. Anyway, do read it aloud and understand this father's heart. =)

我回来了！
alright.. time to blog again!! =)
Really tired today but I enjoyed myself thoroughly! =) TOTALLY!! EXTREMELY! haha.. Went for an outdoor movie with elvin at the Starlight cinema (the padang). This is our second time! 1st was at Fort Canning. Thank God for good weather! =) Anyhow, I have to say... INITIAL D is such a nice show! love all the racing scenes. =) And sorry elvin but i've to say it AGAIN : Edison Chen is so HANDSOME! =) haha.. totally gaga-fied again like when i watched Infernal Affairs. haha..
Frankly, I like Fort canning better cos the screen is at the bottom of a gentle slope so won't get blocked so easily.. but padang is more accessible and nice buildings around! =)


Starlight Cinema @ The Padang

On our way home...
Elvin's attempt to look like the Star War's character. =)

Just some pictures updates. (faster way of blogging..)
My family went for Terry Fox run and this is our 5th yr!! It rained heavily in the morning and we were really contemplating whether to go.. However, glad we went cos we really had lotsa fun! other than the run, we went to visit come places at sentosa too. Even let my cousin bro play in the sea.. He loves the sea! i mean.. he's only 5yrs old la.. =)



My dad and i after the run



My dad.



my cousin and I

Just a lil on my coaching.. It feels really good to be doing what I like and enjoy.. Those were the days when I was the one being trained and tortured! Now I torture them! muahaha.. no la.. I'm actually kinda nice. OTHER THAN all the sadistic physical training of course.. =P My girls are not too bad.. just not aggressive enough which I've been forcing them too. Punished them a lot if they dun. Trying to arrange some friendly games after their exams..
I'mm actually VERY thankful for this coaching job.. Cos it sorta bridged ade and I again! netball has nv failed to keep our team together.. so ade and i actually chatted on the phone and met to talk abt coaching stuff.. Thank God for all these opportunities.. =)
oh no!! It's near 1am! cannot take it le.. need to 睡觉！

apparently, many were unable to read the previous post. haha.. it appeared perfectly fine on blogger! dunno la. heh.. =)
This week has been a really busy week.. =( So tired!
Other than really busy in sch i.e. preparation for the Mid-Autumn Festival, the actual event, studying, doing projects, etc. Even went NUS Chinese Lib on friday to find some lit resources.. No choice la.. NIE and NTU lib very minimal.. =( Anyhow, managed to meet up with Ade too! haha.. really miss her sia.. though we only had abt 1hr to chat, it definitely was enjoyable! =) RV days, netball, boyfriends, future, studies, etc. =) Wanna arrange to meet up with more pple since this is my sch hols or maybe should be known as Makeup lesson wk. blah.
When school reopens, what welcomes me will be TWO test and TWO presentation. sianz..
Oh oh!! nearly forgot to mention! our class threw a bday celebration for our classmate, huiqi! She's two yrs my senior in RV. She's a couragous girl sia. Studied in NTU for a yr, realised it's not where she wanna be, worked for a yr, came to NIE. =)

our class and the bday girl! (right in front)
Alright alright.. back to topic.
PRAYERS WORKS!
Have been praying for a job or rather, for finance cos of Fever 100 trip this yr end. And God is SO SO SO faithful! =) He gave me THREE jobs! wolala! =) haha..
Tmr starting one.. Netball coaching in Woodlands Ring Secondary Sch. Dun think there's any Region A youths there. Okok.. dun faint! I'm still GOOD k! haha.. met up with other coaching friends and they helped me lots! First time for me, so kinda blur here and there. but no doubt, this is gonna be a fun job! Good paying too! =)
Second is a Adult conversational course that NUH offered. They want their Indian Physio Therapist to be able to speak basic Mandarin cos many of their patients are Chinese. =) Heh..
Lastly, a Chinese tuition job for a P5 kid. =)
Although so far only the coaching is confirmed and i'm starting TOMORROW, I really saw God's hand of blessing. =)
Therefore, all you out there! Pray and God will bless and you can too go for Fever trips! =)
okok.. Anyhow, shall stop here.. Wanna play sims first. haha.. =)

好累啊！！ 昨天竟然从9am 到6：30pm 一直待在学校里。然后再继续赶到Yishun至9点多。回到家又立刻赶功课。okok.. 我承认我再做完功课后，又看电视la.=)
真的越来越担心自己是否可以应付越来越繁重的课业.. 毕竟现在已正式接任在CLEAR club 的职务，对于接踵而至的活动与会议，我的心情是即兴奋又紧张。不知道啦！只有多多祷告，祈求上帝给我力量和懂得安排时间的智慧。 =）
对了！我可能有机会一所中学担任英式女篮教练！哈哈.. 还不能透露校名啦。=）真的要感谢主。因为我正在愁今年的FEVER100的费用该怎么办，上帝便给了我这个open door! =) Prayers work!
好了，我得去上课了。用汉语拼音打字还真难！！！ practice makes perfect then! =)