Monday, May 31, 2004

如果说星星是穷人的钻石,我说他们比我们幸福。
因为他们懂得珍惜身边的人事物。
我的名字也有个“锨”。“锨”与“星”同音。
锨却有如流星,短暂且容易淡忘。
人能在瞬间爱上它,也能在瞬间让它独自毁灭、消失。
锨与星的待遇岂能相同?
如果我也是颗星星,也是某人的钻石,
我是否也能得到同等的幸福,同等的怜惜,同等的爱?
可惜,我不是一颗星星。
不是。


p/s: pls change encoding to "unicode (UTF-8)" to read Chinese blogs.

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

"esther, you're stuck with me forever! haha.. nothing can pull us apart or let you be away from my love and most importantly, ME. =)" says the Lord.

man.. i'm so tickled even now and i just wanna laugh! the Joy.. the Gratitude that God will never leave, it's just so overwhelming. What can i say? I'm in love. In love with God. ok, maybe someone else also but I just feel that this kinda relationship and love with God, it's just beyond words. beyond imagination. Beyond containment.Beyond everything. argh... Love Ya, God!


Ok.. just a general update, EVERYTHING IS GOING ON WELL FOR ME!! EVERYTHING! I've got great frens around me and Rebecca and I are bridging again. We talked much more and the RV version of her is coming back.. Joining CS is a good choice. But I know at a time like this, the more vulnerable i'd be if i'm not cautious.. So, I'm gonna be really stay connected with God..


Last but not least, thank God for Jidi who really care for the ministry hence bringing abt today's "Journey into God's chamber" meeting. She has been such a blessing... =)

Thursday, May 06, 2004

sis say it's time to type something so that the "testing" can be removed. So here am i. hehez..
Basically, I'd say that last wk till now has been a real emotion roller coaster for me but still I wanna thank God for friends and siblings around me. For instance, MY SISTER AND BROTHER! ok, not forgetting Jidi and Cheryl. (dun ask me why but they are really nice pple and have been hanging out with them these days.)
Basically, there was this entrepreneur day last Friday which my class participated and it was really fun! Our cost price was around $80 dollars and other than covering that cost, we profited over $200! hahaha.. who say girls can't be into business!? We've prove you pple W.R.O.N.G.! muahaha.. This event actually prepared us for the upcoming Service Learning in July but this time round, we'd be going out to other schools!! ohoh.. I just realised i didn't mention what good we were selling!! Ok, we sold hand-maded earring. VEry nice! haha..
Alright.. that's not what i wanna say actually. WHAT I WANNA SAY IS I'M LIKE TRANSFERRED INTO THE SINGLES MINISTRY LOH!!! have been spending so much time with Jidi, sister, Cheryl, shirley and pple. I'm a youth. I'm a Youth. I'm a YOUTH. I'm a Y.O.U.T.H!!!! However, it was really fun la. hehez.. It started with Friday they coming over to prepare spagetti (sp?) then Saturday we went to play soccer with the region in the morning. Woah.. Jidi is such a good striker/shooter. haha.. I just can't play soccer for nuts la.. Will only trip over my own leg loh. Then we went to Holland V's NYDC for dinner at night, also to celebrate Richardson's bday of course. Sunday, we went lunch together again! muahaha.. this time rnd with Alice, shirley and another lady. Also, very fun. Laughed a great deal sia! haha.. Tuesday had dinner with Jidi again. I really love her so much! Very nice person who really care for pple and try to remember every single detail of what others say and show concern. I really appreciate her esp in her ministry to reaching out to other single ladies. I can see that my sis is enjoying and engaging herself more with church pple and church stuff. =)
Anyway, i think this is enough to push the "testing" out of the main page. hehez...
P/S: Tuesday's prayer items were really good. "Living a life worthy of the Lord, Obeying God's Word our top priority, Seek God with all our heart and spirit.."