I MISS MY BROTHER.

As absurd it may sound, I actually cried the night John left. Everytime if i come home late, i'd definitely expect John to be in his room playing the guitar or in mum's room using the computer. Today, I realised these things will nv happened again at least for the following 3mths.. Then even if next time, it's just different le.. He has only one identity, i.e Malaysian. No more Singapore PR which allows him to be in and out of spore as he wishes. Ok, maybe not THAT serious but there's only one point i wanna make here and that is, I MISS JOHN!!! sob...

No more jamming at nights, or him telling me his probs and heartaches, or even his complains abt school or the Mr John Tan from his sch who also plays guitar but not as handsome (no offence), or him waking me up to ask if what he's wearing today is appropriate or nice, no more shopping for him, no more hanging out in church with him, or even him holding my hand or putting his arm on my shoulders or simply helping carry my bag when it's too heavy. He just left LIKE THIS!!

Frankly, i dun mind joining him in Taylors since they've very good business degree courses. ok.. shan't say all these since results aren't out. Anyhow, i'm prepared for nearly all scenarios la. =)

kk.. getting real late and this whole week has been tiring and tiring. Teaching from 9am to 5:30pm straight with only 30min break, 1hr lunch, 30min break in between. The most irritating part is after i get home, i still have to prepare for next day's lessons.. So technically, my job is actually 24hrs like John said. Man.. JOHN!!! k.. sound like some lunatic.
Alright, nitez! =)