I miss my family...
I miss those days when after sch, I came back to a house that's lively, noisy and freshly cooked dinner..
I miss mum forcing us to do devotions together after dinner.
I miss sleeping side by side with sis and chatting into late nights.
I miss hanging out with John.
I miss deciding for John what he should wear and how he should gel his hair.
I miss choosing earrings for mum when she's going for functions.
I miss walking on dad's back to massage him. (When I was VERY young of course)
I miss going into the farm with kor and john and made ourselves so "mudly" dirty.
I miss kor and sis switching off my room lights when I accidentally fell asleep when reading.
I miss playing PBC with my siblings.
I miss everyone in the family.
How can you all just leave me behind like this...

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I think I'm just too weak from just recovering from my 39.9 fever of two days... And waking up to an empty house when 1hour ago, there was still kor, sis and onih..
How can you all just leave me behind like this... =(

I can't believe this is happening.
It's crazy.
God's gonna rock the house down sia.
Devil, SHOO! =)

Lord, You are more precious than silver.
Lord, You are more costly than gold.
Lord, You are more beautiful than diamond.
And nothing I desire,
Compares with You.

Nothing can be compared with You, Lord.
I desire only You.
Sweep me away in Your presence.
Love ya so much, Father.

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Btw, last friday was banquet and it dawned on me that i'm no longer that young. So many of them are growing up fast! =)

Jonathan and i

the net and i

Region F. (but some left already. =( )

I'm cooking now! Baking to be exact. =) Wrapped chicken with Bacon. Now it's baking. Hopefully it's nice. should have taken a picture before coating the sauce. =)
Woohoo! I just tasted it. It is FANTASTIC! haha.. nice. Show u guys a lil la. =)

It's salty and creamy. NICE! =) Got mushrooms too. hehe.. =)

This is one piece that i took out for sis to try. =) It's chicken wrapped with cheese, spring onion and bacon.

anyway, school is starting next wk and I totally haven't prepare myself. Frankly, I didn't even know sch IS starting in 3days. Guess the holiday was really too long.. =(

I miss John.

Elvin has one more cat now. Jack was the previous one and now it's Jill. JACK AND JILL!

Don't you think they look similar? The top one is Jill and the bottom one is JACK! haha..cute eh? anyway, if anyone of u want jill, pls contact esther foong, elvin or myself. it's only abt 1mth plus. so still kitten la. =)

Ok la.. i gotta go for drama rehearsal le. below is the collage i made for my grandma's bday! =)

Hi all!

You'd have seen the advertisement in papers BUT you'd not know that ELVIN is in it! muahaha.. =)

Anyway, Jasmine Trias (American Idol second runner up) will be starring in drama, Asian Superstar this SATURDAY (15th July) in EXPO 3, 4pm!

AND elvin is acting as one of the finalist hence he'll be singing WITH Jasmine Trias. Heh..
AND I've got TICKETS for you guys. =) I've got a few 10s. Please ask ur frens or teammates and email me before friday. =) SUPPORT YOUR FRIEND'S BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND TO BE!!
Pls come k? Support support support! =)

Jasmine Trias is touching down in Spore tmr and she just released her debut album! =)
http://www.jasminetrias.net/

Love,
Lixin

A youth's tears on Sunday touched my heart.
I never knew I could be an impact.
I never knew the youths love me that much.
I never knew I'd be noticed if I'm not in service or activities.
I dun even know when I became the information centre for church's stuff.
I never knew a hug, a pat on the shoulder or a small note can make such a difference.
All I knew was I need to be at services and activities cos that's what God likes and i like it too. =)
All I knew was everyone loves to be appreciated and just like I love it, I do it too.
All I knew was every single one of the youths are precious to me.
All I knew was I want to see each one of them mature beautifully in the Lord, grow up, graduate, get married, continue to care even for their children.
I dream of when elvin and I are 70years old and still in the youth.
As I typed, I teared.
God said this is my ministry.
For LIFE.
Lost confidence recently but her tears showed that what I have done in the youth ministry, which to me is my duty n i hold great priority, was important to her.
Her tears told me.
His concern showed me.
Her prayers warm my heart.
Every single one of them are like my younger siblings.
Love every single one of them.
No bidding of goodbyes.
Forever.

I love ALL of u.

Wilson
Wenqi
Wendy
Callista
Fabian
Jason Oon
Matthew Wee
Yvonne
Eileen
Jonathan Ang
Weiling
Kelly Lim
Sheena
Colleen
Rhoda
Elvin
Qiuxia
Evangeline
Michelle
Minlun
Esther Foong
Dawn Martin
Sophia Chong
Joy Cheng
Esther Chong
Elijah
Dorothy
Bao Ying
Debbie
Eden
Qian Hui
Janice
Jocelyn
Rachel Ng
Xin Miao
Weisiang
Samuel
Gerald
Jason Tan
Jason Loy
Liwen
John Tan
Tierra
Wei En
Ruixiong
Tasha
Declan
Caleb Seah
Joshua
Gabriel
Ian
Abram
Alexius
Ryan
Yikuan
Meijing
Jone
Jason Cheong
Grace Low
Randall
Beng Kiat
Joash
Nicholas
Justin
Joel
Silas
Clarence
Brian
Clara
Belinda
Samuel
Jerina
Charissa Tham
Joalyn
Jonathan Tham
Charis Wong
Jadon
Samuel Ho
Desmond
Angel

Region F rocks.

Ok.. Everyone is blogging so frequently now! Was reading es.foong's blog and it's really an inspiration sia! =) Anyway, too many things happened these weeks and months so let's just settle for a photo blog k? haha.. =)

KUANTAN TRIP -my family and uncle Ku's family

1. Setting off

In kuantan, even the tea got sizes la! lowest right corner, dad's is regular and kor's large.

And john owns a vegetarian restaurant! XIN YI!

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE! =) hehe.. this is in the car. =)

Day1: Beach, Seafood dinner and SLEEP!

Top left corner- My sis say john and i looked like couple! haha.. =)

At the beach, we played volley and caught many mini crabs!! =)

Middle left: John's eating honey stars. Can u see all those in his mouth?

Day 2: Salted fish factory, beach, MORE seafood!

Bottom right corner: John's and my paparazzi shot! =)

Middle right: the buffalo was HUGE! haha..

STILL DAY2

Sunglasses combined! (top right)

bottom middle: SNOW CRAB!

STILL STILL Day2

Note the scary pic on the right!

The two families. =)

Day 3: Going back to Kota Tinggi

No more petrol!! we were so worried we'll be stranded somewhere in the jungle~! haha.. thank God after it hit ZERO, we reached the Kiosk. =)

Ok.. Gotta go out now. Will add more later. =)

dunno what's wrong with my laptop.. hai.. Really need to send it for repair.. =(

Anyway, my contract with W.o.o.d.l.a.n.d.s R.i.n.g S.e.c. has ended. Really gonna miss them so much.. Last two weeks i sent so much time with them, going for competition together, trainings, striving to win,... Seriously, if one asks me what is the most important thing I taught them this near one year, I would say, mental strength. Of course I taught them basics, strategies, runs, court work, etc BUT what touches me the most is how they improved in their mental strength.. From easily giving up if losing in first quarter until now, even if it's the LAST 2 min, they never gave up! That's how we got our wins with PLMGS draw-down1-draw-win2 or temasek sec when it was draw-draw-draw-win3. it's the fighting spirit, the never-say-die attitude. I was taught when I was a player to play each match with a no regrets attitude.. As long as we played our best, even if we lost, we can come out of the court with no regrets and pride. =) I taught them the same thing.. and we came a long way from a nothing school since the school started years back until now when we got THIRD in the second tier school challenge..
I'm very proud of them.. Surely gonna miss them so much.. At least I left the school leaving not just the first medal in their netball history but an attitude that will follow them for life..

My girls...

The trophy. =)

Thank God for the opportunity to have W.R.S.S as the first school I coached. =)